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[Aug. 12th, 2006|01:09 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Botch- We are the romans | ] |
I wish I could give one of my lungs to my dad. He's getting to be in pretty bad shape. He about collapsed just now trying to come up stairs. I had to run and get him his oxygen bottle.
I miss alot of stuff lately. I miss my friends, I miss playing music, I miss my cat, I miss having a girlfriend sometimes, and I miss Kim's Asian Grill (yum). |
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[Jul. 20th, 2006|06:22 am] |
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Go Andy! It's ya birthday! |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|10:32 am] |
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| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | final fight | ] |
I'm in such a bad mood today. Woke up on the wrong side of the bed I guess. Last night really pissed me off, I'm not going to US60 Raceway anymore. It's going to take me a whole day to get my car clean now. Filthy. Ended up running my car hot because I was so aggrivated I forgot to turn my waterpump on.
I need to surround myself with friends more. With all of this racing and working stuff I've lost touch with everyone. I went to Louisville and hung out with Jackie (first time besides being at a show) and had a really good time. haha I need to do that more often.
Louisville + good friends + bucca de beppo= sounds like a wonderful plan for tonight. Hit me up...
Oh also my birthday is on the 20th, the Thursday after next. I haven't had a birthday celebration on my birthday in years, so I'm going to try to plan something with me and my friends. If anyone has any ideas let me know. I'll brainstorm and try to plan something.
"today's your day, do something impossible" |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2006|12:43 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Logh | ] |
I actually went to Louisville last night. It's been a long time.
Thanks for hanging out with me Jackie. I had alot of fun. It was nice to get out. :)
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| oww |
[Jun. 30th, 2006|10:51 am] |
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| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | weather channel | ] |
I hate this getting old stuff. I totally hurt my back again yesterday... :( |
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[Jun. 17th, 2006|10:46 pm] |
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sorry about your car Chels... :(
I'm keeping my eyes open and asking around to see if I can find you a 2 speed Ford-O-Matic, or a 3 speed that will work. |
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[May. 21st, 2006|01:07 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dizzee Rascal | ] |
Last night at the race track ruled. I made it to the semifinals. *technically 3rd place*
Too bad only one person I asked to come showed up to watch. Thanks for the support. |
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[May. 9th, 2006|10:26 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | heavy.com radio | ] |
What a long weekend!
It was a very frustrating but good weekend. Ended up spending $350 in parts and about 60% of my weekend under the hood of my car. Nothing major broke, just little expensive things. Had to replace the fuel pump, fuel pressure regulator, fuel pressure guage (all to diagnose one problem), ignition coil, and spark plugs. Finally got the car ironed out and qualified 8th out of 22 cars. Not too shabby. The weather totally changed on Sunday. It got really cool out, so I kept the same tune I ran the day before to keep from running too fast. I should have stepped it up because I lost first round :(.For those who know about drag racing. I had an .025 reaction time to his .010. We both ran .047 off, so the margin of victory was from the .015 differance in reaction time. In lamemans terms.. I was beat by an eyelash. That about what a hundreth of a second is. Oh well, we had a good time. There's always next month in Columbus. :)
I realized this weekend I'm having trouble with anxiety and my temper. I was so anxious about things Friday I was shaking. It's hard for me to chill out. Dad and I argued alot. I ended up hurting his feelings.
I ended up getting in at almost 1am Monday morning, so I called in to work for a vacation day. I went out to lunch at Ginza with my family. 4 out of the 5 people that went ended up getting sick. I spent all night puking, so I called in again today. :(
Wheels up! |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2006|02:52 am] |
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I like how 75% of the people saying they were going to come to our show tonight didn't show.
Still had a great time though.
Too tired to type. I'll update later. |
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[Apr. 14th, 2006|04:53 pm] |
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Got my spiffy new car trailer in. Yay.
Off to US60 Raceway. Wish me luck!
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| Whoa |
[Apr. 8th, 2006|03:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Meshuggah | ] |
So... I now have a racing sponsor. They're going to provide me with a 15 gallon drum of race fuel for each NMCA race I go to. Not a bad deal since the gas they're getting me is about $8 a gallon and I'm going to 6 races.
Thank you Fun For All Motorsports! :)
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| april fools |
[Apr. 1st, 2006|08:28 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Turmoil- Commander In Thief | ] |
Today is going to be beautiful!
So Lindsay totally PWND me last night with an April fools. You carpet muncher, you had me fooled!
Things are going smooth for me. Staying busy with work and car stuff. The past 3 weeks I have worked over time. My bank account is looking nice.
Today is the first full program day at Ohio Valley. I'm about to wash the donk and take it to kick some ass. I'm due for a win. Hopefully the $1200 in new parts will pick it up some. *be nice if my friends would come out to watch sometimes*
Cosmonaut is going well so far. We filled the MIA bassist position. Got Lil Chris to play bass, he meshed together well with the group. We're actually writing a song, which looks promising to be more than just a one show thing. I need to keep playing to get my chops and feet back. 2 years of not playing will take a toll.
I've been on day shift for over a month and single for 4. Why the hell haven't I been out with any ladies?
Off to the bank. |
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[Mar. 18th, 2006|12:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mastodon-Remission | ] |
I can never get a break from this shit. If something positive ever happened with my family it will be a fucking miracle. Holding myself together is getting tough. I've tried to keep myself positive lately, but one thing after another goes wrong.
Dad got his cat scan results in today. He may possibly have lung cancer. *on top of the 300 other problems he has* I don't know if it's 100% positive but it's enough to worry about.
I also have another aunt in bad shape. Pretty much the same condition as my aunt Ivy was before she died. They sent Patty home, but I don't know how that's going to turn out. She cant walk to the bathroom without stopping for air. She's supposed to start some therapy soon.
Maybe things will settle down one day..
I can only wish. |
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[Mar. 7th, 2006|11:12 pm] |
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I miss my cat.
:( |
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|06:25 am] |
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I'm suprised my phone took a good picture.
Nicole and I were making fun of the extreme angle Myspace photos. I took one to respond the one that Crystal took.
haha yes that shirt says "I'm shy, but I've got a big dick"
I was a perverted little kid back in the day. I think I got that when I was maybe 14. Psh I'm not shy... |
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| Good morning. |
[Feb. 20th, 2006|06:15 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | new Cannibal Corpse | ] |
Wow I couldn't sleep last night. I'm not sure if it was the anxiety of getting up in the morning, or my body is adjusted to the night shift. I was wide awake at 4am.
Saturday was really eventful. It was a horrible but awesome day. I got up really early and took my cat to be put to sleep. It is the worst experience I have ever witnessed. I all ready miss her so much. The whole family really took it hard. After two unsuccessful naps, I met up with Paul. We headed to Louisville. Walked around Btown road a little bit. Went to Lemongrass Cafe to eat then hit up some Starbucks for some Soy Chai. Yum. After that we were off to the show. We waited in line for about 30 minutes in the 15degree cold. Nicole showed up a little bit later. We had a blast. Goofed around, moshed it up, and saw some guy get knocked the fuck out. I'm glad I had good company that night. Thank you Paul and Nicole.
I sold my old engine out of my car yesterday. A guy from Tennessee came and got it. I have a $1700 check on my desk. I sure could use it!
It seems the bad news never stops. My cousisn's 2 year old little girl is terminal with stage 4 cancer. It is in her skull, throat, and lungs. They started chemo 2 days after they diagnosed what it was. That really sucks... :(
Almost time to leave for work. More to come tonight. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2006|10:20 am] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
Today I lost my best friend of 18 years. She doesn't have to be in pain anymore.
I'll miss you.
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| It's not gonna be alright, it's not gonna be ok... |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|10:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Red Chord- Dreaming in dog years | ] |
I guess I'm due for a good update.
It has been a shitty few weeks for me. Had to deal with my aunt's funeral etc. While that was going on my cat quit eating. She was having trouble swallowing. I took her to Helmwood Animal Clinic to have her looked at. They found a growth inside her left ear, and decided to keep her over. They dug out what they could of what ever it was, and sent it out to be tested. They pulled a bad tooth, and put her on fluid therapy. I took her home 2 days later. Things seemed great. She was eating again... getting her energy back. She stopped eating again Sunday night. Now she can't even swallow water. Dr. Reed called yesterday and told me that the test results were in, and it definatly was cancer. There's really nothing they can do to help her since it's in such a bad spot, plus she's almost 19 years old. She said the best thing to do was to plan to have her put to sleep. I can tell she is in pain right now. Her right eye is watery, and she's very cranky. I talked to mom and dad about it all and we agreed to take her in Saturday and have her "put to sleep". I never wanted to sell her out like that, but I think it is what is best for her. She has suffered enough the past month or two with not eating. It's going to hurt so bad to do this. I've had her since I was 9 years old, and I'm 27 now. She grew up with me. My dad is also taking it hard, she kept him company all of these years since he's retired. Enough about this I feel sick in my stomach just thinking about it.
On a good note, I start on day shift at work Monday morning. They finally worked things out, it's taken long eough. It's going to suck to leave Marty and all the other people I've worked with the past year. You kind of grow attached to them. I spend more time with them than I do my family and friends.
Being on day shift, I'll be able to live my life again. Lots of shows, racing, hanging out, and feeling human. I can't wait.. I'm going to start working out, I need to feel better about myself. The past two years have really shot me down.
The Red Chord is playing on Saturday, I can't wait. Their new drummer better be good.
Anyway. I miss everyone. I'll be around more often I promise. |
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